As I stare at the gloominess of the day, rain drops start clearing my mind. Darkness outside, enlightens somethings inside.
Inhales get deeper. Exhales get longer.
I can start feeling my heart beat..so vividly that I almost feel my blood flowing in my veins. My brain is at its “do not disturb” zone. Feels like even if I want to think, I couldn’t.
“That’s what looking inside means” I say to myself. As I hear my own voice in my head, I walk deeper and deeper… It is below zero. Deep in my subconsciousness. At this point, I always find myself walking into the same space. Every time I am there, the view is the same. I am the same. Things might change in the space, depending on what I am really connecting to. Sometimes it is only me…finding more about me. Sometimes there are few people with me and some other time there are bunch around me. I create a different scene each time. Which are related to my questions, that gets me the answers. If not, the clues…There is no fear & there is no limit. I can fly if I want to… Proves me every time that I am the creator of my life, at any level. Above or below zero. Doesn’t matter.
This is when I know that I am connected to my higher self. Being in my sacred space. It heals. it gives me perspective. It reminds me who I am and what I am capable of. Very calm, very meditative and very charming.
When a rain drop falls, it might echo deeper inside than it sounds outside.
That is why rain drops are healers and that is why rainy days can be the best gift….